Holiday!!

After a long struggle with all my assignments, finally here I am.. I am currently on my holiday! yuuhuu~ It's so nice that I can finally R-E-L-A-X~ It's been so long since this thought last came into my mind 'aiyo, very boring lar.. got nothing to do..' Ah-hah!! And now, here I am, having this thought again and this is why I have my time to update my blog now..

On the first week of my holiday, my grandmother passed away.. we spent the whole week having funeral.. sob.. 阿麽，安息吧！

The following week was quite dull as well.. I finally had my time to clean up my room.. My room had been a mess since the beginning of my new semester which is nearly 3 months ago.. sigh.. I had been sleeping in a dusty, dirty and messy environment for nearly 3 months!! My goodness.. Come to think of it, how can I manage to stand that long.. I must be very unhealthy for the passed 3 months.. Nowonder I keep falling sick.. Now that my room is once again, tidy and clean, I think I am healthier now..

Last Friday went to Ipoh with my family.. It looked as if it was a last reunion for our family.. I wouldn't want to think of what might happen to my family, either falling apart or still in contact with each other.. As long as everyone is healthy and happy.. For some of the family members that I might not like them very much, although I would hope to not seeing them that often but I still wish for the best of health for them..

Yesterday was rather dull.. Had been tiding up my grandmother's stuffs.. Then, I was on Facebook the whole night and went to sleep after I got terribly tired..

Today morning need to wake up at 7.30am because I had Taekwondo training at 8.30am.. Taekwondo training was fine.. But I can feel my shoulder very tired.. I was thinking of going for a nap after this but my mum had asked me to accompany her to go to our old house and I do not want to let her down.. It's this much for now.. Hope my holiday will be much better after this.. Bye!!

好辛苦哦..

昨天哭了整晚.. 今天就有报应了.. 头痛痛.. 喉咙痛痛.. 眼睛痛痛.. 鼻子又塞塞.. 好辛苦哦.. 整个人都不懂像什么.. 朋友跟我讲话,我都没什么想采她.. 不过为了功课,我还是得开口了.. 没办法.. 现在我很辛苦.. 鼻子塞住,不能呼吸,又得做功课.. 辛苦到!!

谢谢你...

昨天做了一整天的Photoshop，但就因为一时的粗心大意而按错了键.. 问题是我竟然忘了储存！！我是大笨蛋，也是个大傻瓜，没用到毙！！没用，没用，没用！！
过后就都不懂该怎么办才好... 妈妈抛下了一句‘做过啦’就这样算了... 我也懂要做过，不然我还可以怎样哦？只是当时承受不了这突如其来的打击嘛，又不是我想的... 过后就连男朋友打来我都不接，在那边不爽自己就对了... 男朋友打了很多通电话来都不放弃，我也只好接了...
对不起哦，没用的我整天只会让你担心罢了... 自己做错的东西还要你来安慰我，还害你为了陪我没得睡觉.. 对不起,对不起..幸好有你陪我,听我哭诉.. 不然我都不懂要怎么面对了.. 只会傻傻看着电脑发呆.. 幸好有你哦.. 我才振作了..
不懂是不是傻人有傻福,竟然过后还有灵感来.. 真是奇怪.. 谢谢你陪我,我很感动.. 你叫我去睡觉.. 电话放下后,我还是哭了.. 没用的傻瓜.. 一定让你担心死了吧? 还是那句,对不起哦,整天都要你为了我操心..
谢谢你!

Wah!! Still Busy Busy!!

2 more days countdown to our BIG day!! It is so near and yet we are all not very ready yet!! Argh!! Crazy.. crazy.. Everything is so messy lar.. and some of our group members are still not attending the meetings.. Sigh.. This is suppose to be the time when all of us come together, united, and make this campaign a success!! not hide at home and get yourself more sleeps, this is seriously not fair to some of us that had actually come to college despite how tired we are!! I mean I know, they might think that even they come to college but they had got nothing to do, but please la, atleast show up yourself to show that you are concern with this big event.. Maybe when you come to college, you might find that there are something that you can help out.. By sitting at home, ofcourse you wouldn't think of anything that need your help.. ish ish.. And even now that I am showing up myself in every meeting, there are still people that think that I am very free and do nothing other than just Facebooking and MSN-ing.. My goodness.. sigh.. Groupworks.. I hate it!! I had rather work alone but what can I do? No designers are working alone.. sigh.. T.T whatever la.. I just hope that this Saturday can quickly come and we can get it done as fast as possible.. Once this campaign is over, I still have the research report to work on!! By that time, I wonder if there would be anyone that will help me out or not.. sigh.. feel so miserable when thinking of it.. *shoo-ing that thinking out of my head* Not only this campaign is burdening, I still have a bunch of other works that are not done yet!! OMG!! Illustrator, Photoshop, Photography and Studio Drawing!! My goodness, I seriously can't wait for this term to end soon and hope that I can atleast can some rest during the upcoming holiday.. (headache when think of undone homeworks.. relieve when think of upcoming holiday) sigh.. Life is so difficult, there is nothing that is easy in life.. If life is simple and easy, then it will not be meaningful at all..

Mr. & Mrs. Pink Campaign!!

Oh My God!! It's finally here!! Our BIG day is finally here!! It's this saturday (14th November 2009) in KBU International College.. So nervous la.. Hope it would turn out well anyway.. However, I would need to sacrifice my work for this campaign, so I hope it would worth all the hard works and sacrifices that all of us had made to make it a success.. By the way, it's from 9a.m. to 6p.m. in KBU college.. We are one of the booth in the 'Pink Bazaar' campaign. Our campaign theme is 'Mr. & Mrs. Pink: Honor. Inspire. Support.' Please come and support us!! We are making something like fund raising, our proceeds would go to the Breast Cancer Welfare Association.. Things that are going to be sold on that day are ribbons, button badges, goodie bags, limited edition T-shirts, cookies, stickers, specially-designed lingeries, etc.. Most of the items would be sold for RM5 except for the goodie bags, limited edition T-shirts and the specially-designed lingeries.. Please come over to support us!! Thanks!! and please remember to bring enough money with you!! ^^

Erm.. Anything..

My mum is getting weirder and weirder day by day.. She had been trying to make me feel bad to be in a relationship.. sigh.. I thought she was very supportive but it doesn't seems to turn out that way pretty well.. But I don't blame her because she's my mother.. Everything she does is for my own good even though I don't feel it that way when she nag at me straight to my face, but now come to think of it, what she had done is really good for me.. It's just that I can't take it when she say it that way.. But I will try to understand her because she has depression, she can't control her anger sometimes.. If she did not say it straight to my face.. When time passes, her anger accumulate in her and then she would explode one day!! That's why now when she tell me straight to my face, of course I would feel angry at the same time (duh.. I'm a human too) but I would try to think positively and accept what she say (slowly).. She's just worried that my studies will deteriorate when I started to be in a relationship but I would say, I will arrange my time properly.. It's just that this 'thing' is still new to me now and of course me too, need time to be adapted to this new 'thing' in my life.. And after it had gone more stable, I would be able to cope with my studies, my relationship and my other activities.. So, mum, I hope you would understand and will give me more time.. And, I promise you, I will not let this relationship to influence my studies and I will prove to you that I can even excel in studies while in a relationship!! You have my word..

So Sorry.. It was the Time of the Month

I would like to apologise to anyone that I had troubled yesterday night.. So sorry!! I was having PMS, terrible hormone imbalance.. I'm glad that it's over now, my 'friend' come and visit me this morning so I am feeling a lot more better now.. Thanks to those that was concerning about me but I'm so sorry for being so negative yesterday night!! Sorry!! Please forgive me.. Now I just wish that I should't be a girl.. Sigh.. But many things in life are fated and we have no power to change them, it is the God that has the power and to make decisions about how things should be.. And I too, believe God would have his reason for doing each decision.. I'm still feeling very sorry now to those that I had troubled yesterday night and had influence their mood.. Really really sorry..

Bad Things Always Come Continuously..

Yesterday was another day full of sorrowness.. First, when I reached the college, my friend told me that we need to redo our proposal for the breast cancer campaign.. I was okay afterthat because it was expected.. So, it was like stressful during the discussion of the campaign but we were totally out of stress when we were in the Studio Drawing class.. As usual, we were allowed to talk during the class and we were enjoying our class then.. By doing that, we can actually paint better because how can you paint properly if you are under stress, right? After the Studio Drawing class, I went on the bus.. Feeling tired, I was lazy to walk so I decided to go down at a different station.. But who knows, it was very jam to go to that station.. When I nearly reached that station, due to the dearest Deepavali festival, the road was blocked by the police men.. I was nervous because I didn't know where to go down.. But luckily, I am very familiar with that area so I just called my mum and come and fetch me there.. During the night while I was bathing.. Fuuyoh~ the electric went off.. It was so scary.. Total darkness.. Before I went to bath, my dad shout from downstairs telling me and my mum to go to my grandmother's house to have dinner and then I shouted back at him telling him that both of us have had our dinner.. I thought he heard me because he went back to my grandmother's house afterthat.. But who knows, when I finished taking my bath, he came over and call us again and this time, he really heard what I said then he went off.. I thought he would go and tell my aunty but he didn't.. It was afterthat that my aunty called me and called me to go over to dinner (to make this clear, my grandmother's house is just next to my house).. I was seriously frustrated because at that time my internet couldn't connect at all and then my aunty keep calling me to go over to eat when I was already like, finished my dinner and was really full!!! I went downstairs and told my mum and then she called me to go which made me even more frustrated!! ish..

While for today.. Luckily we didn't discuss about the breast cancer campaign.. That's why my mood is slightly better.. Then during Digital Application class, we were allowed to go online before the class start and now we are having a half an hour break and I grab this opputurnity to go online and write my blog to release my stress.. But what was scary was that, when I open my blog, I saw the person that I hated the most in my entire life just stalked on my blog 2 days ago!! Argh!! For some people, they just don't know how much people hate them.. They don't get the point when people start ignoring their calls, not replying their messages, start ignoring them when they talk, try to avoid them whenever we can, raise our voice whenever talking to them,blocked them on Facebook and blocked them on MSN.. This kind of people is just too stubborn!! This means that we hate them and we want them to back off and stop bothering us!! I don't know that he's very thick-skinned and thought that people like them very much or he really is that dumb to get the point of people hate him!! Just get your ass off us!! Go away!! Shooo!!!

4 in 1 ^^

Yesterday couldn't online.. Can't help it, that's why I need to write what happened yesterday and today and combine both of them together.. Okay, here it comes..

Yesterday was a hard day full of both sorrowness and also happiness.. What was sorrowful was that we need to do a Breast Cancer Awareness Campaign which is terribly hard to do, not to mention that not all the group members are doing what each of them should do.. What's making me even more angry is that later all of us are going to share the same marks.. Sigh.. When we briefed our ideas to Ms. Angie, it was super scary.. That Critical Studies class was certainly very critical.. What made me happy afterthat was the Studio Drawing class. It was full of joy and fun because we were very relaxed in the class, we were allowed to talk and play around in the class, and if our works were not done in the class, we were even allowed to continue them at home.. That was why I was enjoying myself in the class. Anyway, this was what I drew yesterday during Studio Drawing class:

This was how it looks like after I darken it and do a bit of touch-up here and there at home:


I had also read the luck of the Goat for the Tiger year next year and my luck is pretty funny.. It's in chinese anyway.. I will attached a copy of the page but only those that understand chinese will know what it means.. Basically, it is about my luck in love for the Tiger year.. It says I would be in love next year but it told me to concentrate not only in love but also in studies and also to improve myself to become a better person.. But wait, I am not the only 1991 Goat right? So, it is not neccessary accurate.. It's up to you whether you believe it or not.. As for me, I believe in it half half..


This morning, I woke up at 7.30a.m. to wrap the present that is to be given to my boyfriend tonight.. Today is his birthday!! 老公, Happy Birthday!! This is the outer shell of the present that I am going to give him tonight.. I know it's a bit not nice but it is full of my love~ I hope he can feel it..


After finish wrapping the present, I went and checked the bruise on my right knee.. It's is now even worse than before I did anything on it.. I should have listen to what my boyfriend said.. haha.. sorry~ This is the image of my cute little bruise~ (urgh.. but it's not that pain anymore)

Exhausted la~ ^^

I slept until 11 something this morning.. Yes, I know it's consider late.. But I can't really help it with me online until about 1.30am yesterday night, you can't really expect me to wake up early in the morning. Furthermore, I had been to 3 taekwondo classes yesterday, from morning 8.30a.m. until 6.30p.m. and I drove there, it's really tired, not to mention the training that we had. What's more sickening is that I was too clumsy yesterday. My sir called me to do demonstration with him(that means partner with him in front of the whole class to show what we need to train next). Then when I fell down that time, I was too slow and I lost my balance.. I used my knee to stop myself from falling too fast and in the end, I hurt my knee(right) and the bruise appeared straight after that and it was very obvious when I reach home in the evening. Today morning, the bruise was in blue-black condition(which means I should massage it). I told my mum about this and then she cooked rice for me(the rice is not for eating, ok? it's for massaging my leg and I need to do it really fast while it is still hot so that it would be effective to increase my blood circulation so that the blood clog would be gone).. Of course, it was painful when I was doing it.. First, because it's really hot.. Second, because I was having a bruise! My goodness.. And of course, it is quite effective because my bruise had bcome red which means now I only need to wait for it to recover itself. Okay, I had prove to show that I'm not lying about my bruise.. Here is the photo of my bruise..

What A Day~

Today morning went to AEON Bukit Tinggi to meet a primary school friend of mine. She asked me few days ago whether I would like to earn extra income so I was like 'huh?'. So, she said she would explain further on today morning. When I reach there, I realised something was really different. There was a girl smiling to me as I approached and she shook my hand before I took my seat. After all of us arrived, she started to explain to us about what are all that earning-extra-income-thing about. I doubted what she said because I was being grown up in a family that say 'there is no free lunch in this world'. I mean, ofcourse I know that we need to pay a certain amount of money first before we could start earning the profit but I think it is too risky to me. I had rather play safe, so I wouldn't want to join the so-called business that they call it 'investment'. I'm happy with my life now and I'm not that desperate for money. If I want to spend money, I would need to first, learn how to save money. This would built up my discipline in the sense of 'save if you want to buy something for yourself'. In the end, I had rejected the offer. After that, I went to shop for a vacuum cleaner for my 'bao bei' and it was so cool when I cleaned my 'bao bei' just now. weeee~~ ^^

*You are the Colours of My Life*

I wouldn't remember..
Couldn't recall..
I did not know when it started..
But somehow, it just started..
Since from don't know when, all your joy and your sadness had been part of my life..
You are so very important to me..
Please do not doubt your place in my heart..
Do not underestimate yourself..
As I had said, you are SPECIAL to me..
You might think that you might not be the right one for me..
But, please stop thinking about that..
No one is perfect in this world, is there?
You are not perfect..
So do I..
You said I might find that you are not good one day..
But am I really that good?
I don't think so..
I am a human too..
Maybe you had only see all the good sides of me but haven't the not-good one?
I believe that every single person is born into this world for a reason..
Studies might not be your field.. It might be your weakness..
But does that stop me from loving you?
I knew it since day one when I first met you..
But I still fall for you..
I'm not good in study either..
With my family's condition.. I have no choice but to force myself to study hard..
Or else, I wouldn't have the chance to chase my dream..
The dream that I am doing now..
Maybe there are more things out there that are suitable for you?
Do not give up, keep searching!!
Please do remember, keep this in your heart..
You will always have my full support..
When the whole world decided to turn you down..
I will be there for you..
Please stop doubting about what's between us..
Please do not forget that we had undergone a misunderstanding before we started..
Doesn't that prove that we can't bare to lose each other?
I do understand that our relationship would undergo a lot of obstacles in the future..
But wouldn't all the obstacles that we are ought to face are going to strengthen the ties between us even more?
I hope that we can face all the obstacles together and together, we can overcome them!!
You had made my life so much more colourful..
I'm going to make yours as colourful as well!!
We might have more misunderstandings in the future but I believe that we can overcome them as long as our heart is tied to each other's..

I just enter the world of Blogging!!

After reading my friend's blog, I had finally made up my mind to create one for myself as well.. I'm really new here so I'm not used to how things should work out but I hope that I will get used to it really soon.. ^^ So, let's welcome myself to the world of Blogging where I can write out every single thing about my personal life and not to mention to release my stress as well!! woohoo~~