Friday, April 23, 2010

Industrial Design!!

Getting happier nowadays.. It might be because I'm very busy with assignments (doing mock-ups), that is why I got no time to think so much.. I'm currently very simple minded! Clear in the head and won't think too far for this while.. I think this is good because I won't be emo-ing for some time! Good news for those around me! Yay! *claps*

Well, nowadays have to go to the workshop (basement of college) to do mock-ups a.k.a. models.. There is noisy, dusty and hot!! The first time when I did my work, the dust went into my eyes then I suffered for the whole day, holy shit! XD (mind my words, just expressing freely~)

After that, well, I am not dumb.. I learnt my lesson, ok?! I wore goggles ever since and I look like a maniac/weirdo wearing it because there is no one wearing it in the workshop except me! This makes me well recognizable! Actually, the dust irritate my nose as well.. I feel like wearing a mask for health purpose but then, wearing goggles alone makes me a weirdo, so what do you think if I add 1 more mask on my face? It will be extremely weird and people will laugh at me! Argh! I don't want!

So, currently, I'm working on a hairdryer's model as well as a MP3's model.. The MP3 is nearly done but the hairdryer has still a long way to go~~~~~~~~ lalala~~~~ *whistling and staring at the sky to infinity*

Here is the MP3 from the very rough to the very smooth stage but still not done yet.. Will upload the final when it is done.. It should be next week..
1. 1st and 2nd layer of putty

2. After 3rd and 4th layer (sanding in between each layer)

3. Spray white paint, sand again, then found out that should spray grey(not white! !@#$%^&)*&%^^%%$$#@%^%&*)

4. After mistake, sand with water, then spray the correct paint! (finally!) then still not done yet, need to water-sand again until there are no scratches or holes! *take a deep breath*


Here is the hairdryer that is still very raw..... *sigh*
1. After the first step which is cutting out the foam

2. After 1st layer of putty

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

啦啦啦~



我不是你的玩偶,你不要以为我可以让你轻易摆布!!
别把别人对你的好当成是理所当然!!!
我为你付出我的时间,你以为我吃饱没事做啊?!良心当狗吠!!
我已经不求回报了,你还想怎样?!
做错一点点事情,你需不需要伤我伤到这样深?!
难道你是人,你孩子是人,我就不是人?我也是有爸爸妈妈生的!!
你以为每个人天生一生出来就会走,就会跑啊?
他们还不是需要时间去慢慢学习吗?难道我就不用?
你以为我是神童?一生出来就是什么都会做?
你从来就没有教过我要怎样做,所以我到处询问,因为我知道什么东西都需要靠自己的努力,
毕竟天底下是没有白吃的午餐..
我靠自己慢慢地累积经验,任何事都不耻下问,再加一点自己从中领悟到的事情,把它们统统给加起来,然后变成一个我自己的方程式..
而你呢,一开始就认定了我这样做是错的,觉得你的方法就一定是对的!
你也何尝不是从自己的经验累积成一套你自己的方程式,为什么你的方程式就一定是对的,而我的就一定是错的?!
就算我错了又如何,我没有想赖帐说我的就一定是对的!我又不是你!我才没那么霸道!
问题是你没有纠正我,你直接侮辱我!!
如果我做错了,我心甘情愿听你的教导,但你没有..
你并没有给我机会,你没有教导过我,督促过我,你完全没有给过我任何的启示,你就直接明示我没用!
明示我教导无方!明示我是一个没用的老师!那你想我怎样?!
才教了那么的半载,你就想我可以完成那一大事业?!你以为我是神仙?一生出来就很厉害?
难道我就不可以犯错?难道我不是人?
在家里已经不容许我犯任何的错了,难道在别的地方我也一样不可以犯任何的错误,不可以有任何的瑕疵?
毕竟我也是人!!我也有失措的地方!!
难道就那么的一点点小错误,你就要置我于死地?!
难道你的面子大过天,别人的性命就是你脚底下踩的屎??!!!
你让我渐渐地越来越讨厌去那个地方,每到那个时候,我就会很害怕,很害怕..
真的,如果可以的话,我想这一辈子都不想再去了,何必让自己那么的痛苦,受尽种种的委屈呢?
当下我最想跟你说的就是“我不干了!”

但是.. 我很矛盾.. 因为我的良心跟我说‘做人要饮水思源’..
毕竟你以前对我有恩.. 人家说‘一日为师,终身为父’..
我会继续忍气吞声,但愿你可以自我反省,不要以为你做的事就一定是对的,别人做的就一定是错的..