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2 more days countdown to our BIG day!! It is so near and yet we are all not very ready yet!! Argh!! Crazy.. crazy.. Everything is so messy lar.. and some of our group members are still not attending the meetings.. Sigh.. This is suppose to be the time when all of us come together, united, and make this campaign a success!! not hide at home and get yourself more sleeps, this is seriously not fair to some of us that had actually come to college despite how tired we are!! I mean I know, they might think that even they come to college but they had got nothing to do, but please la, atleast show up yourself to show that you are concern with this big event.. Maybe when you come to college, you might find that there are something that you can help out.. By sitting at home, ofcourse you wouldn't think of anything that need your help.. ish ish.. And even now that I am showing up myself in every meeting, there are still people that think that I am very free and do nothing other than just Facebooking and MSN-ing.. My goodness.. sigh.. Groupworks.. I hate it!! I had rather work alone but what can I do? No designers are working alone.. sigh.. T.T whatever la.. I just hope that this Saturday can quickly come and we can get it done as fast as possible.. Once this campaign is over, I still have the research report to work on!! By that time, I wonder if there would be anyone that will help me out or not.. sigh.. feel so miserable when thinking of it.. *shoo-ing that thinking out of my head* Not only this campaign is burdening, I still have a bunch of other works that are not done yet!! OMG!! Illustrator, Photoshop, Photography and Studio Drawing!! My goodness, I seriously can't wait for this term to end soon and hope that I can atleast can some rest during the upcoming holiday.. (headache when think of undone homeworks.. relieve when think of upcoming holiday) sigh.. Life is so difficult, there is nothing that is easy in life.. If life is simple and easy, then it will not be meaningful at all..
Oh My God!! It's finally here!! Our BIG day is finally here!! It's this saturday (14th November 2009) in KBU International College.. So nervous la.. Hope it would turn out well anyway.. However, I would need to sacrifice my work for this campaign, so I hope it would worth all the hard works and sacrifices that all of us had made to make it a success.. By the way, it's from 9a.m. to 6p.m. in KBU college.. We are one of the booth in the 'Pink Bazaar' campaign. Our campaign theme is 'Mr. & Mrs. Pink: Honor. Inspire. Support.' Please come and support us!! We are making something like fund raising, our proceeds would go to the Breast Cancer Welfare Association.. Things that are going to be sold on that day are ribbons, button badges, goodie bags, limited edition T-shirts, cookies, stickers, specially-designed lingeries, etc.. Most of the items would be sold for RM5 except for the goodie bags, limited edition T-shirts and the specially-designed lingeries.. Please come over to support us!! Thanks!! and please remember to bring enough money with you!! ^^
My mum is getting weirder and weirder day by day.. She had been trying to make me feel bad to be in a relationship.. sigh.. I thought she was very supportive but it doesn't seems to turn out that way pretty well.. But I don't blame her because she's my mother.. Everything she does is for my own good even though I don't feel it that way when she nag at me straight to my face, but now come to think of it, what she had done is really good for me.. It's just that I can't take it when she say it that way.. But I will try to understand her because she has depression, she can't control her anger sometimes.. If she did not say it straight to my face.. When time passes, her anger accumulate in her and then she would explode one day!! That's why now when she tell me straight to my face, of course I would feel angry at the same time (duh.. I'm a human too) but I would try to think positively and accept what she say (slowly).. She's just worried that my studies will deteriorate when I started to be in a relationship but I would say, I will arrange my time properly.. It's just that this 'thing' is still new to me now and of course me too, need time to be adapted to this new 'thing' in my life.. And after it had gone more stable, I would be able to cope with my studies, my relationship and my other activities.. So, mum, I hope you would understand and will give me more time.. And, I promise you, I will not let this relationship to influence my studies and I will prove to you that I can even excel in studies while in a relationship!! You have my word..
I would like to apologise to anyone that I had troubled yesterday night.. So sorry!! I was having PMS, terrible hormone imbalance.. I'm glad that it's over now, my 'friend' come and visit me this morning so I am feeling a lot more better now.. Thanks to those that was concerning about me but I'm so sorry for being so negative yesterday night!! Sorry!! Please forgive me.. Now I just wish that I should't be a girl.. Sigh.. But many things in life are fated and we have no power to change them, it is the God that has the power and to make decisions about how things should be.. And I too, believe God would have his reason for doing each decision.. I'm still feeling very sorry now to those that I had troubled yesterday night and had influence their mood.. Really really sorry..
Yesterday was another day full of sorrowness.. First, when I reached the college, my friend told me that we need to redo our proposal for the breast cancer campaign.. I was okay afterthat because it was expected.. So, it was like stressful during the discussion of the campaign but we were totally out of stress when we were in the Studio Drawing class.. As usual, we were allowed to talk during the class and we were enjoying our class then.. By doing that, we can actually paint better because how can you paint properly if you are under stress, right? After the Studio Drawing class, I went on the bus.. Feeling tired, I was lazy to walk so I decided to go down at a different station.. But who knows, it was very jam to go to that station.. When I nearly reached that station, due to the dearest Deepavali festival, the road was blocked by the police men.. I was nervous because I didn't know where to go down.. But luckily, I am very familiar with that area so I just called my mum and come and fetch me there.. During the night while I was bathing.. Fuuyoh~ the electric went off.. It was so scary.. Total darkness.. Before I went to bath, my dad shout from downstairs telling me and my mum to go to my grandmother's house to have dinner and then I shouted back at him telling him that both of us have had our dinner.. I thought he heard me because he went back to my grandmother's house afterthat.. But who knows, when I finished taking my bath, he came over and call us again and this time, he really heard what I said then he went off.. I thought he would go and tell my aunty but he didn't.. It was afterthat that my aunty called me and called me to go over to dinner (to make this clear, my grandmother's house is just next to my house).. I was seriously frustrated because at that time my internet couldn't connect at all and then my aunty keep calling me to go over to eat when I was already like, finished my dinner and was really full!!! I went downstairs and told my mum and then she called me to go which made me even more frustrated!! ish..
While for today.. Luckily we didn't discuss about the breast cancer campaign.. That's why my mood is slightly better.. Then during Digital Application class, we were allowed to go online before the class start and now we are having a half an hour break and I grab this opputurnity to go online and write my blog to release my stress.. But what was scary was that, when I open my blog, I saw the person that I hated the most in my entire life just stalked on my blog 2 days ago!! Argh!! For some people, they just don't know how much people hate them.. They don't get the point when people start ignoring their calls, not replying their messages, start ignoring them when they talk, try to avoid them whenever we can, raise our voice whenever talking to them,blocked them on Facebook and blocked them on MSN.. This kind of people is just too stubborn!! This means that we hate them and we want them to back off and stop bothering us!! I don't know that he's very thick-skinned and thought that people like them very much or he really is that dumb to get the point of people hate him!! Just get your ass off us!! Go away!! Shooo!!!
Yesterday couldn't online.. Can't help it, that's why I need to write what happened yesterday and today and combine both of them together.. Okay, here it comes..
Yesterday was a hard day full of both sorrowness and also happiness.. What was sorrowful was that we need to do a Breast Cancer Awareness Campaign which is terribly hard to do, not to mention that not all the group members are doing what each of them should do.. What's making me even more angry is that later all of us are going to share the same marks.. Sigh.. When we briefed our ideas to Ms. Angie, it was super scary.. That Critical Studies class was certainly very critical.. What made me happy afterthat was the Studio Drawing class. It was full of joy and fun because we were very relaxed in the class, we were allowed to talk and play around in the class, and if our works were not done in the class, we were even allowed to continue them at home.. That was why I was enjoying myself in the class. Anyway, this was what I drew yesterday during Studio Drawing class:
This was how it looks like after I darken it and do a bit of touch-up here and there at home:
I had also read the luck of the Goat for the Tiger year next year and my luck is pretty funny.. It's in chinese anyway.. I will attached a copy of the page but only those that understand chinese will know what it means.. Basically, it is about my luck in love for the Tiger year.. It says I would be in love next year but it told me to concentrate not only in love but also in studies and also to improve myself to become a better person.. But wait, I am not the only 1991 Goat right? So, it is not neccessary accurate.. It's up to you whether you believe it or not.. As for me, I believe in it half half..
This morning, I woke up at 7.30a.m. to wrap the present that is to be given to my boyfriend tonight.. Today is his birthday!! 老公, Happy Birthday!! This is the outer shell of the present that I am going to give him tonight.. I know it's a bit not nice but it is full of my love~ I hope he can feel it..
After finish wrapping the present, I went and checked the bruise on my right knee.. It's is now even worse than before I did anything on it.. I should have listen to what my boyfriend said.. haha.. sorry~ This is the image of my cute little bruise~ (urgh.. but it's not that pain anymore)
I slept until 11 something this morning.. Yes, I know it's consider late.. But I can't really help it with me online until about 1.30am yesterday night, you can't really expect me to wake up early in the morning. Furthermore, I had been to 3 taekwondo classes yesterday, from morning 8.30a.m. until 6.30p.m. and I drove there, it's really tired, not to mention the training that we had. What's more sickening is that I was too clumsy yesterday. My sir called me to do demonstration with him(that means partner with him in front of the whole class to show what we need to train next). Then when I fell down that time, I was too slow and I lost my balance.. I used my knee to stop myself from falling too fast and in the end, I hurt my knee(right) and the bruise appeared straight after that and it was very obvious when I reach home in the evening. Today morning, the bruise was in blue-black condition(which means I should massage it). I told my mum about this and then she cooked rice for me(the rice is not for eating, ok? it's for massaging my leg and I need to do it really fast while it is still hot so that it would be effective to increase my blood circulation so that the blood clog would be gone).. Of course, it was painful when I was doing it.. First, because it's really hot.. Second, because I was having a bruise! My goodness.. And of course, it is quite effective because my bruise had bcome red which means now I only need to wait for it to recover itself. Okay, I had prove to show that I'm not lying about my bruise.. Here is the photo of my bruise..
