Holiday!!

After a long struggle with all my assignments, finally here I am.. I am currently on my holiday! yuuhuu~ It's so nice that I can finally R-E-L-A-X~ It's been so long since this thought last came into my mind 'aiyo, very boring lar.. got nothing to do..' Ah-hah!! And now, here I am, having this thought again and this is why I have my time to update my blog now..

On the first week of my holiday, my grandmother passed away.. we spent the whole week having funeral.. sob.. 阿麽，安息吧！

The following week was quite dull as well.. I finally had my time to clean up my room.. My room had been a mess since the beginning of my new semester which is nearly 3 months ago.. sigh.. I had been sleeping in a dusty, dirty and messy environment for nearly 3 months!! My goodness.. Come to think of it, how can I manage to stand that long.. I must be very unhealthy for the passed 3 months.. Nowonder I keep falling sick.. Now that my room is once again, tidy and clean, I think I am healthier now..

Last Friday went to Ipoh with my family.. It looked as if it was a last reunion for our family.. I wouldn't want to think of what might happen to my family, either falling apart or still in contact with each other.. As long as everyone is healthy and happy.. For some of the family members that I might not like them very much, although I would hope to not seeing them that often but I still wish for the best of health for them..

Yesterday was rather dull.. Had been tiding up my grandmother's stuffs.. Then, I was on Facebook the whole night and went to sleep after I got terribly tired..

Today morning need to wake up at 7.30am because I had Taekwondo training at 8.30am.. Taekwondo training was fine.. But I can feel my shoulder very tired.. I was thinking of going for a nap after this but my mum had asked me to accompany her to go to our old house and I do not want to let her down.. It's this much for now.. Hope my holiday will be much better after this.. Bye!!

好辛苦哦..

昨天哭了整晚.. 今天就有报应了.. 头痛痛.. 喉咙痛痛.. 眼睛痛痛.. 鼻子又塞塞.. 好辛苦哦.. 整个人都不懂像什么.. 朋友跟我讲话,我都没什么想采她.. 不过为了功课,我还是得开口了.. 没办法.. 现在我很辛苦.. 鼻子塞住,不能呼吸,又得做功课.. 辛苦到!!

谢谢你...

昨天做了一整天的Photoshop，但就因为一时的粗心大意而按错了键.. 问题是我竟然忘了储存！！我是大笨蛋，也是个大傻瓜，没用到毙！！没用，没用，没用！！
过后就都不懂该怎么办才好... 妈妈抛下了一句‘做过啦’就这样算了... 我也懂要做过，不然我还可以怎样哦？只是当时承受不了这突如其来的打击嘛，又不是我想的... 过后就连男朋友打来我都不接，在那边不爽自己就对了... 男朋友打了很多通电话来都不放弃，我也只好接了...
对不起哦，没用的我整天只会让你担心罢了... 自己做错的东西还要你来安慰我，还害你为了陪我没得睡觉.. 对不起,对不起..幸好有你陪我,听我哭诉.. 不然我都不懂要怎么面对了.. 只会傻傻看着电脑发呆.. 幸好有你哦.. 我才振作了..
不懂是不是傻人有傻福,竟然过后还有灵感来.. 真是奇怪.. 谢谢你陪我,我很感动.. 你叫我去睡觉.. 电话放下后,我还是哭了.. 没用的傻瓜.. 一定让你担心死了吧? 还是那句,对不起哦,整天都要你为了我操心..
谢谢你!

Wah!! Still Busy Busy!!

2 more days countdown to our BIG day!! It is so near and yet we are all not very ready yet!! Argh!! Crazy.. crazy.. Everything is so messy lar.. and some of our group members are still not attending the meetings.. Sigh.. This is suppose to be the time when all of us come together, united, and make this campaign a success!! not hide at home and get yourself more sleeps, this is seriously not fair to some of us that had actually come to college despite how tired we are!! I mean I know, they might think that even they come to college but they had got nothing to do, but please la, atleast show up yourself to show that you are concern with this big event.. Maybe when you come to college, you might find that there are something that you can help out.. By sitting at home, ofcourse you wouldn't think of anything that need your help.. ish ish.. And even now that I am showing up myself in every meeting, there are still people that think that I am very free and do nothing other than just Facebooking and MSN-ing.. My goodness.. sigh.. Groupworks.. I hate it!! I had rather work alone but what can I do? No designers are working alone.. sigh.. T.T whatever la.. I just hope that this Saturday can quickly come and we can get it done as fast as possible.. Once this campaign is over, I still have the research report to work on!! By that time, I wonder if there would be anyone that will help me out or not.. sigh.. feel so miserable when thinking of it.. *shoo-ing that thinking out of my head* Not only this campaign is burdening, I still have a bunch of other works that are not done yet!! OMG!! Illustrator, Photoshop, Photography and Studio Drawing!! My goodness, I seriously can't wait for this term to end soon and hope that I can atleast can some rest during the upcoming holiday.. (headache when think of undone homeworks.. relieve when think of upcoming holiday) sigh.. Life is so difficult, there is nothing that is easy in life.. If life is simple and easy, then it will not be meaningful at all..

Mr. & Mrs. Pink Campaign!!

Oh My God!! It's finally here!! Our BIG day is finally here!! It's this saturday (14th November 2009) in KBU International College.. So nervous la.. Hope it would turn out well anyway.. However, I would need to sacrifice my work for this campaign, so I hope it would worth all the hard works and sacrifices that all of us had made to make it a success.. By the way, it's from 9a.m. to 6p.m. in KBU college.. We are one of the booth in the 'Pink Bazaar' campaign. Our campaign theme is 'Mr. & Mrs. Pink: Honor. Inspire. Support.' Please come and support us!! We are making something like fund raising, our proceeds would go to the Breast Cancer Welfare Association.. Things that are going to be sold on that day are ribbons, button badges, goodie bags, limited edition T-shirts, cookies, stickers, specially-designed lingeries, etc.. Most of the items would be sold for RM5 except for the goodie bags, limited edition T-shirts and the specially-designed lingeries.. Please come over to support us!! Thanks!! and please remember to bring enough money with you!! ^^

Erm.. Anything..

My mum is getting weirder and weirder day by day.. She had been trying to make me feel bad to be in a relationship.. sigh.. I thought she was very supportive but it doesn't seems to turn out that way pretty well.. But I don't blame her because she's my mother.. Everything she does is for my own good even though I don't feel it that way when she nag at me straight to my face, but now come to think of it, what she had done is really good for me.. It's just that I can't take it when she say it that way.. But I will try to understand her because she has depression, she can't control her anger sometimes.. If she did not say it straight to my face.. When time passes, her anger accumulate in her and then she would explode one day!! That's why now when she tell me straight to my face, of course I would feel angry at the same time (duh.. I'm a human too) but I would try to think positively and accept what she say (slowly).. She's just worried that my studies will deteriorate when I started to be in a relationship but I would say, I will arrange my time properly.. It's just that this 'thing' is still new to me now and of course me too, need time to be adapted to this new 'thing' in my life.. And after it had gone more stable, I would be able to cope with my studies, my relationship and my other activities.. So, mum, I hope you would understand and will give me more time.. And, I promise you, I will not let this relationship to influence my studies and I will prove to you that I can even excel in studies while in a relationship!! You have my word..

So Sorry.. It was the Time of the Month

I would like to apologise to anyone that I had troubled yesterday night.. So sorry!! I was having PMS, terrible hormone imbalance.. I'm glad that it's over now, my 'friend' come and visit me this morning so I am feeling a lot more better now.. Thanks to those that was concerning about me but I'm so sorry for being so negative yesterday night!! Sorry!! Please forgive me.. Now I just wish that I should't be a girl.. Sigh.. But many things in life are fated and we have no power to change them, it is the God that has the power and to make decisions about how things should be.. And I too, believe God would have his reason for doing each decision.. I'm still feeling very sorry now to those that I had troubled yesterday night and had influence their mood.. Really really sorry..