Masterpiece I - My MP3

Remember the MP3 in my last post? After a lot of hardworks: uncountable times of sanding and putty-ing.. Finally its done!! Tada!!

Here's the process of my hard work..

5. Water-sand > spray grey > spray black > do graphic > spray clear spray (Gosh!! this was like the freaking last step and I did mistake!! The F***ing clear spray did not dry and it stains!!)

6. After banging my head for solutions.. I water-sand away the clear spray layer > tear off the graphics > put putty > water-sand again.. This is how it looks like after I reconstruct it:

7. Spray grey (my God, this is like a few steps back..) > water-sand again > spray black > trying to do graphic by sticking masking tape

8. Graphics by masking tape? FAIL!! TT.TT *bang head*

9. Then I don't care and just think of something to cover it.. Which is to print an extremely large speaker to cover it! This is why the speaker looks so weird.. x) Taadaa!!!! xD

10. As I scared that my lecturer might 'hurt' my MP3 mock-up.. This is what I did.. I did packaging for it!! xP (I heard that the other lecturers were laughing when they saw my lecturer carrying my package of MP3.. Then one of the lecturer answered that I treasured it so much because it is my first ever mock-up)

Industrial Design!!

Getting happier nowadays.. It might be because I'm very busy with assignments (doing mock-ups), that is why I got no time to think so much.. I'm currently very simple minded! Clear in the head and won't think too far for this while.. I think this is good because I won't be emo-ing for some time! Good news for those around me! Yay! *claps*

Well, nowadays have to go to the workshop (basement of college) to do mock-ups a.k.a. models.. There is noisy, dusty and hot!! The first time when I did my work, the dust went into my eyes then I suffered for the whole day, holy shit! XD (mind my words, just expressing freely~)

After that, well, I am not dumb.. I learnt my lesson, ok?! I wore goggles ever since and I look like a maniac/weirdo wearing it because there is no one wearing it in the workshop except me! This makes me well recognizable! Actually, the dust irritate my nose as well.. I feel like wearing a mask for health purpose but then, wearing goggles alone makes me a weirdo, so what do you think if I add 1 more mask on my face? It will be extremely weird and people will laugh at me! Argh! I don't want!

So, currently, I'm working on a hairdryer's model as well as a MP3's model.. The MP3 is nearly done but the hairdryer has still a long way to go~~~~~~~~ lalala~~~~ *whistling and staring at the sky to infinity*

Here is the MP3 from the very rough to the very smooth stage but still not done yet.. Will upload the final when it is done.. It should be next week..

1. 1st and 2nd layer of putty

2. After 3rd and 4th layer (sanding in between each layer)

3. Spray white paint, sand again, then found out that should spray grey(not white! !@#$%^&)*&%^^%%$$#@%^%&*)

4. After mistake, sand with water, then spray the correct paint! (finally!) then still not done yet, need to water-sand again until there are no scratches or holes! *take a deep breath*

Here is the hairdryer that is still very raw..... *sigh*

1. After the first step which is cutting out the foam

2. After 1st layer of putty

啦啦啦~

我不是你的玩偶，你不要以为我可以让你轻易摆布！！

别把别人对你的好当成是理所当然！！！

我为你付出我的时间，你以为我吃饱没事做啊？！良心当狗吠！！

我已经不求回报了，你还想怎样？！

做错一点点事情，你需不需要伤我伤到这样深？！

难道你是人，你孩子是人，我就不是人？我也是有爸爸妈妈生的！！

你以为每个人天生一生出来就会走，就会跑啊？

他们还不是需要时间去慢慢学习吗？难道我就不用？

你以为我是神童？一生出来就是什么都会做？

你从来就没有教过我要怎样做，所以我到处询问，因为我知道什么东西都需要靠自己的努力，

毕竟天底下是没有白吃的午餐..

我靠自己慢慢地累积经验，任何事都不耻下问，再加一点自己从中领悟到的事情，把它们统统给加起来，然后变成一个我自己的方程式..

而你呢，一开始就认定了我这样做是错的，觉得你的方法就一定是对的！

你也何尝不是从自己的经验累积成一套你自己的方程式，为什么你的方程式就一定是对的，而我的就一定是错的？！

就算我错了又如何，我没有想赖帐说我的就一定是对的！我又不是你！我才没那么霸道！

问题是你没有纠正我，你直接侮辱我！！

如果我做错了，我心甘情愿听你的教导，但你没有..

你并没有给我机会，你没有教导过我，督促过我，你完全没有给过我任何的启示，你就直接明示我没用！

明示我教导无方！明示我是一个没用的老师！那你想我怎样？！

才教了那么的半载，你就想我可以完成那一大事业？！你以为我是神仙？一生出来就很厉害？

难道我就不可以犯错？难道我不是人？

在家里已经不容许我犯任何的错了，难道在别的地方我也一样不可以犯任何的错误，不可以有任何的瑕疵？

毕竟我也是人！！我也有失措的地方！！

难道就那么的一点点小错误，你就要置我于死地？！

难道你的面子大过天，别人的性命就是你脚底下踩的屎？？！！！

你让我渐渐地越来越讨厌去那个地方，每到那个时候，我就会很害怕，很害怕..

真的，如果可以的话，我想这一辈子都不想再去了，何必让自己那么的痛苦，受尽种种的委屈呢？

当下我最想跟你说的就是“我不干了！”

但是.. 我很矛盾.. 因为我的良心跟我说‘做人要饮水思源’..

毕竟你以前对我有恩.. 人家说‘一日为师，终身为父’..

我会继续忍气吞声，但愿你可以自我反省，不要以为你做的事就一定是对的，别人做的就一定是错的..

Grrrr...

最近一切都不顺心.. 很不爽啊!! 然后又得假装到很开心.. 咳..

Paint!! XD

Now its after 12a.m. Therefore it should be considered yesterday that I went to paint my old house with my mum and dad.. My noob skill of painting got me the paint all over my body and even my shirt was dirty.. XD
Since I did not know how to paint, I use my water colour skill to do it and those stains on my body clearly prove that I was wrong..
Here are those photos that I had taken after I finish painting the house:

Had I Changed?

Today I went to college.. Erm.. My attire was a little bit different from what I used to wear, a little bit girlish than before.. Maybe myself don't really feel that there were any difference but somehow, my friends realise it more than I do..

My friends realise that I had become more girlish and they are happy for me.. Haha.. I was a little bit scared that they might tease me or something but they were happy for me!! Thanks, mate!!

During Photography class, another friend saw me sitting nearby him and he suddenly said that my hair had grew longer.. Then when we were in the dark room processing our photos, he told me again that I had changed a lot.. As in I no longer talking loudly (in scolding tone) and I had gotten more decent.. =='' Was I that scary before this? XD

Then when I went to the washroom, I met three of my friends which are now in the Fashion Design department.. I was staring at them but somehow they couldn't recognize me.. Until one of them look clearly at me then she realised it was me and then she said I looked very different and they couldn't recognize me at the first place.. Did I really changed that much?

等待.. 也是一种幸福.. ^^

今天早上才刚从我朋友的部落格上看到一个故事..就在同样的一天，那故事也发生在我身上了..当然，故事总有些情节有了一点改变..以下的故事摘自于我朋友的部落格：

有一對情侶，相約下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因為公司會議而延誤了，

當她冒著雨趕到的時候已經遲到了30多分鐘，他的男朋友很不高興的說：
「妳每次都這樣，現在我甚麼心情也沒了，我以後再也不會等妳了！」
剎那間，女孩終於決堤崩潰，她心裡想：或許，他們再也沒有未來了！

同樣的在同一個地點，另一對情侶也面臨同樣的處境；
女孩趕到的時候也遲到了半個鐘頭，
他的男朋友說：「我想妳一定忙壞了吧！」
接著他為女孩拭去臉上的雨水，並且脫去外套蓋在女孩身上，
此刻，女孩流淚了！但是流過她臉頰的淚卻是溫馨的。

当然，我的故事只是类似相同罢了，没有一模一样啦，不过也是一样环绕在‘等待’二字..

把相约用餐改成相约搭巴士回巴生；把公司会议改成上课然后老师不放人；把冒着雨改成从五楼跑下来；把迟到30分钟改成迟到45分钟；把男朋友不高兴改成不理不睬.. 嗯.. 我的故事就类似这样啦.. 只是，我比故事里的女主角好很多..至少我男朋友没骂我，只是心情有点不好罢了，换成是我，我应该也是会那样..

要你等我，我也过意不去，叫你先回先，你又不肯..我上课又不能陪你，然后电话又没有放在身边..我错就错在没有拿着电话..当时，我们必须进另一间房间洗照片..老师要我们把门锁起来，然后把所有的灯关上因为那影片一旦普了光就没有影像了..哎呀，我就忘了把电话带进来，留在隔壁教室..

当我一放学，我就直接冲下去楼下了..找到你时，你就不大爱理我，我很伤心..我在班的时候心里想的全是你..结果..

回到家过后，你还是一样那个累累的样子，我看了很心疼..不懂要怎么办才好，很无助..

过后看到你心情好一点了，我也开心了..

今天的事后，我很怕以后如果我们每天都见面，你会看我看到闷..这会是我最不希望会发生的..记得以前你问过我，为什么只要我们连续几天都见面我会好像不是很喜欢..就是因为我怕你每天都见到我，日子久了你会觉得厌恶..我很不希望会有那么的一天哦..